well, I’m not too certain why I decided to start my blog. I guess I wanted to write my life down, to see if that’s the remedy. The Remedy to everything that seems to go wrong.
I’m 19, come from an upper middle class Australian family, with a semi famous father. Woot woo for me.
But in all seriousness, I need someone to listen I guess.
This is the LD (low down for those of you who are gen Y vocab illeterate!!).
I was subjected to a private all girls school for 13 years of my life. My interaction with boys was from prep to grade two. As good as the oppurtunities were, I’d say the reason I’ve turned into such a arrogant, self indulgent drama queen. Yes. I know exactly what I’m like. And it doesn’t phase me at all.
It all started to go down hill in about grade 8, when I dumped my best friend (who was brilliant, but ended up becoming a pot smoking slut ((from what i’ve heard))) and started hanging out with the wrong people.
These were fourteen year old girls who were also smoking pot, drinking and climbing in the back of strange cars. For years I’ve wanted to chronicle these girls, each with their own twisted personality. And now with the freedom for anonymitinty….i can.
Lets go through them shall we:
1.LB-Possibly one of the sickest people you will ever meet. The girl was self destructive. After spending years bullying everyone around her into doing what she wanted, she ended up with a psycho who beat her and sold drugs for a living. She is now in the witness protection program. Drug dealer brother
2.EE-LB’s Muscle. Physically and emotionally terrifying. Had senior girls cowering. Her presence alone was enough to make you shiver. But the most beautiful blue eyes I’ve ever seen. Parents were doctors.
3.Wein-Mind F**ker. Horrible child. Broken family. Used to delibrately break a person down to watch them cry, because she though it was funny. Creepy father.
4.Town-Extremely Pretty. No Personality. Yet controlled everyone around her. Dated guy after guy after guy. Ended up becoming my closest friend, and then fucking it up….for a guy. Suprise Suprise.
5.Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee-These two never went anywhere without each other. Dressed alike, and yes, though it was cool. Dated each other boyfriends (serial cheaters) and relied on hair straighteners to see them through the “tough years”.
6.Rake-Also a best friend of mine. But basically to become popular, the girl would probably throw you in front of a bus. Had a particular fetish for boys of a certain race. Which at a conservative all girls school was not accepted.
7.T-Bone-A true bohemian, a living example of why the free life is actually fairly shit. Repressed by her parents, turned to drugs to ease the pain. Now has a gay brother. The two of them are fairly dissapointing to their families I’d say.
8.Cat-Fascinating. A girl who is so unbalanced, who is suspected of having bi-polar disorder (only by me and a few others). Made worse by the death of her father two years ago. Again, another one who turned to drugs. But every one of the above, have all had some substance abuse problem in their lives.
9.Pop-n-fresh-Was an extremely chubby girl. Until an eating disorder kicked in a she lost like 20 kgs. Then she got “hot” and we all had to hear how hot she was every….single…day. Being that insecure is unhealthy. Inevitably she’ll self destruct. One of the great loves of my life, but so selfish, it makes me want to yak.
10.Me-Well, lets say I was independant. Until I decided that being bad was so much better than being good. 14 with a drinking problem, smoking. The only thing I wasn’t doing was having sex, which apart from one, all the girls were actively involved in by the age of 15.
My story isn’t that of sorrow, or of terror. It is just girls who have too much, taking it all for granted. And I don’t want pity, or scolding for abusing my friends the way I have. Read on, and you’ll find out there is so much more to this story.
Until next time.
xo xo